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Wednesday, March 22, 2006 |
I'm so not enjoying my JC life
4:10 PM
First two days of school were tiring. Wanted to come home earlier today and take a nap but with all the activity going on upstairs (refer to previous entry), i doubt i'll be able to have my nap in peace. Hmm, i'll try later.
And so i begun my official JC life with 4 H2 subjects. Maths, Phy, Chem, Econs. Kinda regretted a little after i got the first look at my timetable on monday.
I end only at 5pm on monday, tuesday, thursday and friday. I end at 2pm on wednesday and will have to attend CCA after that. Most probably joining CLDDS cos i heard it's a slack CCA. No more afternoon naps, lesser meet ups with friends, lesser leisure time.. and the list goes on..
Monday was really hell. After lessons at 5pm, i had to attend some scholars briefing. I was having a headache and my eyes were like popping out. I guess i should be prepared to expect more of such days.
Life with my new class isn't good either. I know no one else expect for Clarinda but she usually hangs out with another classmate whom she knew in primary school. So most of the time during the breaks, i'll be with Jiayang or Zhan Hui, or just all alone walking aimlessly around in school. I'm kinda like a pathetic soul who can't really blend in with the rest. Being in a 4 H2 class means that the ppl around me are all rather smart. My impression of some is that they have attitude problem, some are just geeks and the rest i don't know. I guess it'll be very tough to really get to know all of them.
I'm like so alone. Argh. Now i truly understand how Jiayang felt during the first few days of sch during the PAE period. I'm starting to hate JC life. Totally not enjoying it at all. I now really wonder whether i've made the wrong decision or not, by switching to a 4 H2 class. I could have been happier in a 3 H2 and 1 H1 class. But it's too late for regrets now. I'm really missing the good old days in secondary school and the time during the PAE period.
Was browsing through friendster yesterday and started reading my testimonials cos i had the sudden urge after reading Eileen's blog. Really miss those days in Fuhua.
"Enjoy yourself in Fuhua. It's the best time of your life in Sec Sch."
Now, i'm really missing Fuhua.
I'm missing 06S20 (PAE) too. |
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