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Thursday, September 29, 2005 |
Time for a proper update
7:46 PM
Prelims are over but somehow i don't really feel good abt it. Don't think i really gave my best so i hope i'll work harder and do my best for the Os.
There's Ms Ek's lesson tomorrow and i know the scene's gonna be ugly. Lots, and i really mean A LOT of scoldings will be expected. It's been like 3 weeks of exams and i bet she sure has lots and lots of stuff to reprimand the class. Not only abt the exam marks but everything else that she can think of. SS was a disaster and i'm quite prepared to see those horrific marks. I'm now just praying for the best. zz..
A Maths is another subject that i'm not really happy abt. Made so many careless mistakes, and of course others that i don't know how to do at all. I seem to have a huge problem with square roots. I keep forgetting to square root. Usually, i'll store the insides as a value, square root then recall the value and quite often i'll just forget all abt the square root. I shld change by habit of using the storing function. I shld just use brackets. zz..
Not really very worried about the other subjects. Think they will be ok. THINK only.
Oh well.. Prelims are over. The next time to not make those mistakes would be the O levels. Can't afford to make any more stupid mistakes. But i'm still rather worried for my SS. Don't know what will come out. Study all? Or spot themes and risk the same fate like the prelims? What to do?! zz..
Anyway, got quite a lot of stuff to settle from now till the Os, other than studying. Got quite a huge problem with the planning for Prom. Can't find a good place to hold it. So many other things to settle but yet so little time. Most of the hotels, either they're too ex or they're too small to accomodate the number of ppl. Country clubs still ok but not really as class as hotels, will ppl mind? Chevrons? Ahh, don't bother mentioning that place to the ppl la. We need money $$.. zz..
Had a small tiff with my mum just now and i'm feeling rather guilty now.
I came back from JP (went to discuss abt the prom thingy) and so wanted to ask her abt some stuff..
MLTR: Eh, what do u think abt raffles country club?
Mum: You better don't spend too much time on these things ah!
Mum: I think not too bad but rather inaccessible.
but before she could finish her sentence..
MLTR: Never mind, pretend i didn't ask.
Mum: I say what also cannot, say a bit then angry already.
MLTR: If don't do then when do? Wait after O levels ah? Wait and wait? Then after A levels then do la?
Mum: Whatever i say is wrong. I shld just zip up my mouth.
OMG! I feel like the worst son on earth. Maybe i was tired so i reacted that way but no matter what, what i did was so wrong. The more i think abt it, the more guilty i got. So when she came out from the kitchen..
MLTR: Ma.. .. ..
MLTR: .. .. ..
MLTR: Sorry..
Mum: Mmm..
Think everything's settled? Hmm.. hopefully. That "sorry" wasn't easy but i felt that it shld be done.
Sometimes i really wonder.. am i really spending too much time on other less impt stuff? My mum's trying to remind me of my priorities and at this impt stage of my life, the top of my priorities shld be the O levels and nothing else. I think i've been asking for lots of info abt the hotels, souvenirs etc etc and so she feels that i shldn't spend so much of my time on that. Sigh.. but the prom has to be planned, it has to been carried out at the end of the year.
Task after task. One after another. zz..
Just hope that the prom planning will go on smoothly so that it can be completed faster.
I seriously think that i shld know and be clear of what my priorities are at the moment. After knowing my prelim results, i think i shld have a better understanding abt where i stand and shld know what exactly to do then. |
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