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The same feeling
8:22 AM
Not trying to blame anyone in the following entry. They're just what i feel about certain things.
Left sch only at 8.30pm last night. Had to do some ncc shit stuff. And was too tired and my books were too heavy so i took a cab and reached home at almost 9pm.
Sigh, i'm having the same feeling that i felt sometime last year. Putting it in a nicer way, it's helping people too much. Putting it in a bad way, it's being used by others. Getting sick of NCC again. There seems to be a common misconception among ppl - why does paper, stationary and every freaking thing that's supposed to come out from the printer the job of the admin? It's like not within my job scope lor. The admin bao shan bao hai long zong bao ka liao? Some really don't know that i already have enough of paperwork to be done and are still adding on to my workload. Really sick of all these. And sometimes, as u all may know me, i don't really like to say "no". So how? I suffer in silence. z.
The CLTs also once mentioned to me that, one of the jobs i am supposed to do is to be present for meetings and keep minutes. Omg, for goodness sake. What a job? zz.. Ahhh, anyway, i couldn't be bothered about doing that. They also once told me to create a "report sick" list FOR the medic. z! It's something coming out from the printer right? Yeah, so it's my job again. But anyway, the list is useless now. Can't be bothered with the list too. Stuck somewhere in my file left untouched for quite some time already.
Remembering an incident from last year, shall not mention any names here, person A and B were in charged of a certain NCC event, so they were planning to meet up to discuss about it. They decided to call me along to write down what they will be discussing. So feeling that it was unnecessary and feeling sick and tired of all those, i sort of said that i had something on. So person A told me "Err... then we write down the things then you help us type and print la." I just said "Hmmm, see how la," then i walked away. I just don't get it why everything that has to do with typing and using the computer is my job again. Sigh, i am to blame too for not standing up for my own rights and say a straight "no".
Just recently, someone msged me on msn telling me that we had to do the orienteering stuff and told me to bring coloured markers and coloured papers. See! Stationary. zz.. And i have no freaking idea why am i involved in the "planning" all of a sudden? Cos they needed my help? The planning started long ago, last year. Heard that it was Mr Chia who wanted me to help out in that certain portion. But true or not, i'm not sure. Arhh, but anyway i decided to help. Blame it on me being too kind la.. haha!! =)
Just can't wait to get out of NCC. Taking too much of my time.
Today's Zhan Hui's birthday!! Suddenly woke up at about 5am this morning and couldn't go back to sleep. So i went to send him a birthday greeting sms. Then after some time, finally managed to get back to sleep.
Watching the eye 10 later in the afternoon. Hope it's gonna be nice. |
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